When I found out that I was pregnant, I was stunned. It was a mixed emotion, I was happy but at the same time I was scared. I was scared that I might lose the baby again; it was just 4 months after my miscarriage. Honestly, I was paranoid from the moment I knew I was pregnant till the time I was in the delivery room. So when I saw my baby, I was really grateful to God because He gave me chance to be a mother and he answered my prayer.
My son is the reason why I resigned from my work; I no longer want to have miscarriage again so I followed my doctor advised to be in bed rest. She did not say that I need to resign but it’s was our decision just to make sure, so after my one month leave I tendered my resignation. It was a bittersweet decision because I have to let go my career and future salary but I have no regrets in choosing to be a full time mom because I was there to witness my son’s milestones and developments.
|newborn to 5th months|
|6th months to 11th months|
Our life became more meaningful because he completes us. He is the reason why we became a family and he is the reason why we celebrate mother’s day and father’s day. No words are enough to express how happy and thankful we are for our son so I always pray that we will have more time for each other because days are not complete without him.